welp,
i guess its another sleepless night of crying.. here we go again
i dont know what i can do any more
i try to talk to you and you just brush it off like its nothing. im being serious when i say you need to stop you have to get some help. i afraid when we go out i cant leave you for thirty minutes alone. its getting a little rediculous. i dont know what i can do anymore i have tried everything i am now sitting in my room crying because i feel like its my fault i dont know what i can do anymore if you dont stop while your ahead your gunna get your self killed or raped your important to me and i love you and if anything happened to you i dont know what id do i would be devistatedbut i cant open your eyes for you. you have a problem you need help even if you dont realize it everyone around you does. your hurting all your friends. i wonder about you all the time. are you okay? are you alive? are yyou lying in a bush some where? where are you? what are you doing? are these the questions that should run through my head when im not with you? whats going on? we used to all just be able to hangout and have a good time. so much has changed and i dont like it. im torn. i dont know what to do anymore. why should i care if you dont? why should i sit here and cry when you dont give a shit about yourself or what happens to you? at times i think i care more than you do. i shouldnt be conserned about you at all times when im not with you. im sorry but start taking care of yourself or something bad will happen to you. im just being a concerned friend. if you dont get yourself help, someone else will. i love you but you have to pull yourself together. do you not relize that your hurting everyone around you? that your actions effect everyone around you. they do. your may think that no one care about you but we all do. open your eyes and see for yourself.
i love you but you need to pull your self together.
